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Friday, 26 February 2010

Feb 26: man..bcumin lazier by d day....infact..dnt feel lyk typin...actually no much thought to share....so not bloggin daily....d days since my last post..passed on as usual..nthn spl happnd..just my part-tym and my tym..thts it....plannin to strt applyin for graduate jobs...but need to syt prprin first....

some things dnt chng..just prayin tht they do....i donno y ppl dnt understand each other even aftr spnding so much time together.....y do they have egos..wen there is luv b/w thm.....this makes me ask...is there no luv....or r they false egos!!!!

Monday, 22 February 2010

Feb 22:........man d week started on a gud note...had a gud chat vth Andy...nd m pretty pleased...Thank God...tht he agreed so soon...call from mom in d mrnng..she was happy to c our pix in d prospectus...had gud lunch vth ameen at SFC...free..free..free....Yesterday was awsum...was asked to Pray in the church for Churches in India...was called onto the pulprit..and asked to pray in front of d entire church....man!!!neva prayed before such a big congrregation...

Hopin...God starts usin me more n more n more....

dejected 2day...dnt qualify for the TFL prog...but...accordin to God's promise..He is gonna giv me d bst and d tuffest job to get into...its tuf for others..but..My Daddy(God) Strongest!!!

Friday, 19 February 2010

Feb 19:......yipee!!!!!!!! 2day submitted mah dissertation..m really really happy..(m I???) wld b at peace vth mahslf only aftr monday....man....these last mnt tensions neva leave me.....jus prayin..tht God talks to Andy and Rob...

finally done vth mah masters....d reason i came to UK..d reason i had to leave home..is now done..donno y but m not happy...just cant share d reason here...hope everyhn settles down soon..

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

Feb 16: again....again...wasn'tlazy..but jus dnt find tym....d week frm 7-14 was gud...actually nthn much happened that i really need to log in. dissertation..dissertation..dissertation....was gud...Saturday was awsum...seein mah pic in d university prospectus was an amazin feelin...man...jus cldnt stop smilin....

d week had some lows as well...i dnt wanna mention them here..but sum ppl neva chng...m loosin faith in this union....m worried about d person i care most..donno how tht person is feelin..goin thru all this....liars..lack of trust..over expectations...evrythn..evrythn..i hold reason for this turmoil...

m supposed 2 b typin mah dissertation..now...jus waitin for it 2 b fnshd...btw..got mah visa 2day...vth an xtension for 3months...nthn..really nthn much to happen..jus waitin..tht this turmoil..is gone...cnt handle the stress anymore...

Sunday, 7 February 2010

Feb 7th: i no...i no...i no..( as raghuvaran says..) i no..i no..its been a long tym...a week...n i do accept tht ive been lazy...no...wasnt lazy..just tht i dnt find tym...d last week..i was literally skatin..rather than walkin..from plc to plc...uni...part-tym...bed...uni-part-tym..bed...was mah routine..n m not able to typ at nyt..lyk b4..for reasons bst known 2 me...well...well...enuf of xplanations..lemme get into d details..of d week tht was...
monday:..dnt remember actually sumthn happenin....but a few thngs did happen...its d 1st of feb...a month passed so soon in d new year....i wld rather say..d new decade...and God..has been kind to me..and i thank and praise Him for tht..
tuesday: 2day was d ecs careers fair at d uni...quite a lot of companies..and some vth great reputation as well...m glad tht I did attend...and m sure to have impressed sum of the reps of companies ther..well..again d credit goes to Jesus...sundeep had a final demo of his s/w...and praise God..it wnt gud...really gud..2day..Joyce...d marketin manager..told me tht..sundeep n i wer d face of ECS-India..in d prospectus for d nxt yr...tht..sure did..make me smile..
wednesday: had a meetin vth mah superviosr 2day..after 2 weeks...was a bit anxious though..but lukin at mah s/w he seemed plsd..but a few qstns..raised by him made me a bit uncomfy...searchin for answers stil...gotta get'em ready by 2moro...and got 2 do a close 2day....man..was really hungry thn....donno y but aftr returnin frm india..my hunger seems to have grown...
thursday: supposed to go to uni and typ mah dissertation till late in d evng...but thngs..really dnt happen as planned...went 2 d uni....wnt around for sumtym....and had a chat vth sum1 i knew..man...she spoke 2 me as if she'd known me...all her lyf...but..but..but..m not smitten...(well dis is for ppl who know me)...sundeep submitted his disertation 2day...n m glad tht he did..praise God..tht hez completed his Master's....got a sudden call frm chandan..askin bout d prog..vch was cancelled..due to lack of communication...but...it did strt again...had a tuf tym walkin frm d station to home...chngin clothes..n rushin 2 play 10-pin bowlin...man...neva walked so much..in such a short amount of time...was walkin..walkin...walkin..walkin...n.munchin while walkin....
had fun at bowlin...tho..strtd low..fnsdh high...happy for chandan..tht he got his visa xtended..man..cld notice d happiness and pride in his face...well..m happy frm mah hrt..hez a frnd aftrall...wnt 2 KFC aftr tht....had gud tym der...was forced to eat fast...and I did...m not lyin..I did...wnt to Odeon aftr dinner..for d 1st tym in all mah cnima xperiences in UK..tht there was a power failure at d cnima tht day..n v wer asked to leave..vth d promise of bein refunded..all thnx to HALAL MEAT!!!! well..halal meat is karthik...chandan's cousin..
Thn..headed to chandan's plc..aftr d show got cancelled..was convinced into goin there..well..i dont say tht i was forced...had a gr8 tym at his plc..non-stop munchin...fries..onion pakodi..man..gud tyms r round d corner..played cards...well..actually took tutorials..n thn...got into playin....had "saag chkn" for a 2nd dinner at 3.20 in d nyt...it was awsum...n m planin to cook it sumtym soon...came home at 6 tht day...nd tired not to hit d bed...but...cldnt stay long...
friday: finally wen i woke up..it was 1.00 in d aftrnoon....wasted a beautiful day..but d nyt was gud..so m nt complainin...did nthn much 2day..xcpet for goin 2 work..
saturday: woke up early..n lft 2 uni...m glad tht I typed quite a bit...2day..was gettin new ideas...spoke 2 mom and munna...aftr their trip frm rajahmundry...had a gud tym at d uni...
Made "Chkn Fry" for dinner..it came d way mom prepares...nd m really proud..cldnt stop grinnin d whole nyt....last saturrday...d 31st..made "chkn biryani" n it turned up d way mom prepared...man..m developin into a good cook..day by day by day....slpt early..and finally..sunday..7th feb: woke up early 2day...not wantin 2 b late to church...had a brkfst 2day nd tht too a heavy one...coz..was goin to Sarah aunty's house for lunch...so dnt want to be on an empty stomach for long...aftr d church...went vth Sarah and John Burns...to their house for a sunday roast lunch...dey had a guest as well..and it was Gabriel from Romania...2day was no dbtdly...one of mah bst days in soton..since i came bak...had a gud english lunch...pretty gud...cook is Sarah..aftr lunch...played cards...neva enjoyed playin cards so much..before..it makin me want to be vth sarah and john...evry weekend..playin cards..a luvly couple..well..its not their fault..every1 at SBC is luvly...John dropped us ryt in tym for r shft at work...aftr a borin shft...m bak at home...put d clothes in d machine..dried thm...made sandwhiches for lunch 2moro...had mah dinner..watched a flm..and m here..typin mah blog..vll try not to leave such long gaps again...btw..btw..had a blow 2day from John Waldron...a great speaker at SBC..he wants sundeep and me...to offer intercessory prayers..on d 21st of feb at SBC....man....m already nervous..vth d thot of prayin in d open...i front of so many ppl...

well..let me get bak 2 mah dissertation frm 2moro..and 21st can always wait...