Feb 16: again....again...wasn'tlazy..but jus dnt find tym....d week frm 7-14 was gud...actually nthn much happened that i really need to log in. dissertation..dissertation..dissertation....was gud...Saturday was awsum...seein mah pic in d university prospectus was an amazin feelin...man...jus cldnt stop smilin....

d week had some lows as well...i dnt wanna mention them here..but sum ppl neva chng...m loosin faith in this union....m worried about d person i care most..donno how tht person is feelin..goin thru all this....liars..lack of trust..over expectations...evrythn..evrythn..i hold reason for this turmoil...

m supposed 2 b typin mah dissertation..now...jus waitin for it 2 b fnshd...btw..got mah visa 2day...vth an xtension for 3months...nthn..really nthn much to happen..jus waitin..tht this turmoil..is gone...cnt handle the stress anymore...